Well, I like what i like,
Welcome to America where your bachelors degree means nothing and if you’re lucky enough to find a job in your field, the salary won’t be nearly enough to survive while paying off your $100,000 in student loans.
do you ever wanna listen to music but every song is just not the right song
i told him (again)„ that we should keep on with our time apart„„,
:/ idk why isay these thingss when i dont want that..
but i only said it because my gut feelings were tingling,saying he wants to be away from me for a couple days…
he usually wants to spend every chance he gets trying to see me and trying to talk to me..or something!
…..but there was none of tht today…if i hadnt called him all day im pretty sure he wouldnt have called or txted me all day.
imthinking this is true because he just spent his weekend in mexico, and he barely even tried to talk to me…on of all things, instagram! wtf, not even facebook….which im on more then instagram…
so im guessing he liked his time without me„ and im respecting him and giving him his space.
in conclusion, this is a baby step that shows that we are not going to end up together……
which im kinda sad about
„,but hey, i deserve the best for me, i deserve somebody who is going to better me and my life overall. i feel i just need to have him outta my life so he and i can move on….which sucks, but it just seems like thats how it had to be..